Once Again…

Dear God,

Thank you for your love and grace and mercies. Thank you so much for all you’ve done and are doing in my life. Even when everything feels chaotic I still feel so grateful for everything you’ve done for me. Just the grace you’ve shown to me today is enough for me to praise you for the rest of my life.

Thank you for blessing and keeping me through everything. I’m so incredibly grateful, poppa, you’ve been so indescribably good to me. Thank you for loving me even when I act completely unlovable, bratty, childish, and self-centered.

Thank you for caring for me in ways I could never have thought of, much less ask for or even feel worthy enough to receive. Your grace, love, and kindness amazes me every single day. Your beauty and love confounds and encourages me every single moment to strive to be better and be a brighter light and encouragement in the lives of those around me. Thank you so much for giving me the abilities and opportunities needed to further your kingdom, serve your people, and grow my love for your body.

Dearest Father God, ,u heart and spirit are currently in an extremely painful state of stress and agony. The pain of everything that’s happening around me feels so incredibly out of control at times. Sometimes it all feels like so much…like I’ve dealt with all I could and that the next thing would break me. At times I already feel broken and I never know how to fix myself. I’m so used to constantly feeling lost and alone that at times I forget that I have this indescribably incredible Creator eagerly waiting with bated breath for me to give Him an opportunity to show their love once again through a prayer answered.

Thank you for always reminding me of your love and grace. Thank you, poppa, your so good to me, I don’t delve your love and yet you give it so freely. Thank you, Abba, for always showing me what absolute and true love feels like. Thank you for shining that light on me even when I feel as though I’m in the darkest of places.

Please help my emotions, Father. I don’t have fancy words or an incredible prayer, all I have is the brokenness and pain I feel and faith that you can and will help me with it so please poppa, please once again show you love, power, and grace in ,y life by answering this prayer again. I love you, poppa, and thank you so much in advance.

In Jesus’ name I pray,

Amen xoxo